Happiness is hard for me to define.
It would be difficult for me to explain to you that I am happier now that I was in this moment about a decade ago.
I am not as close to either of these great friends as I used to be.
But I think I’m happier now.
Even though I’m alone.
I’m sure I would be much happier if I was closer to these and other great friends.
In my minds eye we’re all able to talk out our issues out and work towards a common goal.
Maybe some space is good for all parties so they can come back with increased fervor.
I’m happy working on me, and I’m happy being alone with my own thoughts.
I’m happy being able to shape and control my destiny with very little outside input.
I’m finally living a No-Regrets Lifestyle.
Its wonderfully freeing.
Thats not to say I dont have things I regret.
I just try very hard not to waste time pining.
If things are going to work out in any regard.
Worrying about it isnt going to do anything for anyone.